Quiet Hours

I wish I got the chance to experience you unfettered.

Without the confines of my knowledge that life is fleeting, not forever. Without my doubts, hesitations and second guesses.

Without my worries, melancholy and all the tension; could've hushed my thoughts and let loose in your adventures

I wish I got to experience you without the fear of losing you.

Progressive, instead of being protective.

Pragmatic, instead of being pathetic.

Always tried to find where the problem is so I could address it, probably why I never lived in the moment but lived in moments.

I really wish we got second chances; I'd live in every memory but make them a little bit better because I had an epiphany after hours in quiet reflection: Experiencing you without the fear of... whatever, would've been an experience beyond human comprehension.