
I am pitiable
Told again & again
In fresh form
Medical models
Slap careless labels
To meet quotas
Why would I
Be able to
Submit to mundane
Requirements
Schedules, lists
Plodding one step
After another
Towards slow
Inevitable, inescapable
Death; checking
Minutes off to-do’s
Until expiry
A neat and tidy
Life, tied up
In a bow
Fuck that
This
Inattentive mind
Traverses galaxies
Wandering roads
Far and great
Too convoluted for
Average citizens
Enslaved by this
Lumbering, ticking
Machine
(No surprise there
Google Maps cannot
Quantum leap)
I exist outside
Of time
Don’t get me
Wrong; I see it
Eating away at
My face, feet
Grease steadily
Slowing its
Trickle to
Grumbling joints
And janky nerves; yet
Internal universes
Are not beholden
To such
Quantifiable decay
Even at the end
Dementia and Alzheimer’s
Cannot thieve
The spark; it
Simply jumps onto
Another timeline
Leaving the
Casing behind
Wondering grows
Louder & insistent
What if
ADHD is no disability
I am the culmination
Of all ancestors
Going farther, further
Beyond rationale
Into adventure
Dreaming, building
Exploring
We are nothing
BUT poiesis
Making meaning
Meaning making
My cohort of
Neurodivergence
Lives all lives
Simultaneously
We are walking
Libraries of
Human experience
This is why
We live
Outside of time
Carrying tidbits
Aesthetics, physics
Art, dance, drama
Pulling parts from
Every moment
Of existence
Free access; no
Locks or keys
We, who have
Lived longest; a
Paradox of
Protein & water
I sit at the feet
Of wise ones
Who freely offer
Wisdom, revealing
Truth; as time
Strips away
Last vestiges of
Ignorant, innocent
Youth; exchanging
One desire for another
I still lust for
Bodies
(A pesky
Side effect,
being mortal)
But I will drown
In the beauty
Of great minds
This is art
About the Creator
Aspen Marie
In love with life and all of its foibles.
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