"Don't get any ideas,"
I whisper to him after a day of
running him in circles,
knowing full well I struggle to commit.
I don't deserve someone as good as this.
"I won't, promise," he swears.
-
"You do snore,"
I sneer after he shakes his bed
because he fell in his dreams again
after he failed to fall out of love
with someone who couldn't stand him.
"I hate you," he laughs.
-
"Come closer, and give my your hand,"
I say as we wait for another train
in a precarious winter blizzard.
My hands are like furnaces;
a home made just for you in this cold.
"Thank you," he shudders.
-
"Will I see you again?"
I ask him before asking myself
if I even wanted this to go further.
My feelings taking control
before I ever rationalize.
"Maybe," he says, then blocks me.
-
"Good riddance,"
I lie under my breath as my wingman leaves
before I'm pulled back in by someone
who wants a certain side of me
that I'm struggling to maintain.
"Now, where were we?" and he resumes.
-
"I have to get back home,"
I plead, to convince one friend that the best option, after losing
my glasses in the club
is to drive home drunk together
for my second pair of frames
"I'm so messed up," but they agree.
About the Creator
DEUXQANE
93% of communication is non-verbal. Here's the other 7%.
I'm a licensed therapist. I love my kettlebell, steel mace, and rower. I've a soft spot for sci-fi, rollerblading, herbalism, poetry, drag race, EDM, and spending time in nature.
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