BETTER DAYS LIVING
Philly affiliated Brockton born
American grown internationally roamed
Wrap your girls hair in a hijab
See these women strong
Nation of a war for 2 decades
Come here for peace but see hate
No freedom for the Refugees
Sanctions and sacrifice
Only ones are free don't even act right
Female engagement team...FET
All girl team in combat...BET
Nervous to reenlist
Just to know I'll be missed
Purgatory
Solitary confinement the same story
So loud with my thoughts I couldn't bare it
Waiting to unleash my skills for the world to witness
But first I need to assassinate the cleric
Spread the message and the word
Your politics is absurd
Stick to your guns
Or keep your eye closed
they lining their pockets with the funds
And gold
These men are fucking old
They ain't old school
They made it the new rule
Judges with the gavel
While we were kicking up the gravel
Having fun till we were 21
Then life hit hard
Feelings are mutual
The mental is scarred
My body feels old it's unusual
29years of age
Freah into this true free age
Young and old feeling mixed and sometimes uncontrolled
We have people out that should be living instead of dying
What even the reason for trying
Cause when the roles are reversed and it's you
You play Pinocchio
Blowing lines of coke
Coughing till ya choke
Calling your girl for your next score
An Addict who takes the mirrors down to not see their own reflection
Chasing the drama to be the center of attention
Kidd G said it the best
you found a knock off version of me
That's who I was not who I am now
Sorry The shows over take a bow...
WHERE TO NEXT
First and foremost I want to thank my therapist
If it wasn't for him I would be very pissed
Swinging my proverbial sword through chaos
Pushing hard to stay lost
In the darkness
Ladies see my aura
It shines the brightest
In my life applying pressure
Serotonin levels dropping
Dopamine forming
Looking through my mind like an inspecta
Dec come correct wu-tang tatted on my stomach
Bird soars free
Is for the children you'll see
Heron been plaguing the country for days
China Afghan San Fran
Kids now adays born in a new century
Goons out lurking
Stay strapped get clapped
It's the 2nd
Its the people's right to the 1st
Don't forget that
It's all and art
Shadowboxing myself get slapped
Chess play move back
Knight to D6
Class is in session
Notes out
It's time to listen
Born in the 90s
raise in the 80s
Time is just a dimension
Mathematics
Science
Art
Are all connected
Religion is nothing but faith and belief
Don't go in blind
And don't let it hit where the sun don't shine
Goofy little line
Corny at times
Code switching
Neurodigging
I am in my mind...........
Memories inside never die
LIFE IS A STATE OF CONSTANT CHANGE
Stop See look watch hear listen
Here we are in the new dimension
King moves the board strategically
The Queen roams freely
Keep your eyes closed tightly
Hearing the sound will be unsightly
Frightening
Cultivating casualties
Its enlightening
Knowledge reigns supreme
You know what that means
Old school hip hop
Educated on boom bop
Expression of culture
Born from a boom box
Told crack to kick rocks
Not Joe
Just Blow
Breaking on the breaks
Pop lock finger tutting
Cruzing in the car stunting
The 5 percent tint over my eye lids
Small case of body dysmorphia
Eyes wide shut I got more for ya
Morbid for more bids
Nation in shambles
Net stock Profits & Gambles
Past 2 years
4billion 9million
Earth's total now is in the quadrillions
Patiently Waiting cars static
Bumping a personal classic
I Don't buy gold
Just silver and platinum
other other precious metals
Unobtainium
Wakanda forever vibranium
Inner peace is a beast
When you let nothing touch your psyche
It's a rarity very unlikely
Anger walking the fence like a lion
Staying calm to the core like an ion
Patience is a virtue
If no one has told you
Here is the I O U
A and E all the vowels too
Book and streets smart
Putting pictures and words together it's an Art....
BEST LIFE/FRIENDS LIFE
Style is oh sick
got my beats wrapping you making it feel claustrophobic
Aristocrats socrates and arch diocese
MARTIN KASEY SAM
Man I'm proud of these
NIGGAS
Honorary Card
The Black one
hand in the pocket
We don't use it
Abuse it
That's what's partying with no friends
Its sad it's visual
But only in my mental
Incarceration listening to country
Americana is what they want to call it
Ear to the street listening to the industry
Black and white all just paperwork
The blacks and white
is eyes in my mind
They hold no value
Or figures
The devil inside
is invisible
Guided the individual
Or even divisible
To multiple
Individuals
to motivate this individual
Devil and darkness
Are harmless
No matter what I can harness
LOVE SICK
It's another bummer
Sad boy summer
No wonder
Dopamine levels are going under
Holding hands with my lover
Time spent with you made the heart grows fonder
The finesse that got you is no longer
That love changed to grow stronger
Our family grew larger
If you feel depleted here's the charger
Your eyes lost that shimmer
Glits and glammer
I hope it's not forever
Happier
Accepter
Nicer
Nimbler
Adventurer
History Herstory Lover
You were prim and proper
You had your shit together
The days had always been better
Love for eternity
This is my plea
3rd time I'll ask you
will you marry me?
THIS IS WHERE IM AT ON THE INTERNET
Astroids and alien ships
Which ones which
Conspiracies and theories
Facts and Opinions
Simulations
This one's it
3.D
Codes and pics
Everything all at my finger tips
I'll give you life through my script
Watching Netflix
A year went by
For my daughter
I hope it wasn't too Quick
Hopes and Shit
Judging
You slick
Dark mode
This bitch
The ideas are bright
That's the light
In my eye
That keeps the fire lit
Met friends at concerts
Those people were the shit
All memories now
Those times
Will be missed
Hannah
You are my
Heart
Mind
And soul
Till we grow old
In our RV
Just
You and me
Bonnie and Clyde PT3
THEY WATCHING EXCELLENCE AT WORK
PROPER JOHNSON
Our grown
Young
Queen and King
one day
Beige don't age
Black don't crack
Yellow don't mellow
Red ain't dead
Everyone knows
White just ain't right
In the head
Ain't trying to end up dead
We all surviving
From the
Ball fields to the cornfields
Ghettos to the meadows
Courts to the ports
Made men to the tradesmen
And the big house to the jailhouse
Coming through the speakers
Calling all leaders
To unite
Summer night
Working not to
Be shot on site
Shit ain't right
Fishing
waiting for a bite
Some times
You still gotta kiss the homies
Good night
Tik Tok Take over
Television
New emulation
Statues and stand by
Limitations and procedures
Litigation and Elitest
List goes on and on
Let by gones be by gones
For real
Good bye Son
Out in the abyss
It's abysmal
I don't understand y'all
But we all
Understand that Bag
*LARussell go get that bag*
NOMAND LIVING IN QUIET PLACES
I had no care in the world
but I was always loud
I say what's on my mind
But I had no filter
Truth hurts
love hurts
But when I say it
I'm the villain
Sitting here chilling
With no place to call my own
But the world is your youngin
Old white men are still controlling
I got my own dream
I'm trying to achieve
Showing my kids
It's ok to go off grid
Maintain silence
To avoid violence
If unavoidable
It's inevitable
Hit first
Hit hard
But if you swing
Prepare to get hit back
Keep your hands up
Or get slump
Don't show your back
There are no bells that ring
In a street fight
Use all your might
We all been through hell
We all found balance
And rang that Bell
DMX Grrr
Got the crowd going wild
I leave it to perfectionist
To make me understand
What perfection I am
But I haven't seen it
Switch up.....
Guns
Load up chopper
Maybe the street sweeper
To you I'm the Grim Reaper
Natural selection
I can Feed ya
Intellect
Move slow
Rakim
Taught me the words
They don't know
It's code
Left brain hurts
The rights is slow
Raise my hands
I don't know
That's where I'm at in my mental
Thought process......
SHOULDER SHRUG EMOJI x3
I got this shit down to a science
To you I seem Defiant
Weapons and arsenal
Arm me with Harmony
Scientifically
To the bpms
And decibels
Micro minute
Teaching the oldest generation
That life is limitless or limited
To the source of all this
Bumping Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Watching body dismorphia
I'll still always go to war For ya
If you do nothing
Make sure it's done right
Always mis-step
Not to misrepresent
A disappointment
Pump the breaks
The most futuristic
Thinker for instance
2022 just imagine
2032 the decade just begun
I can't wait till I turn
31
I said it I'm done
DID WE GO FULL CIRCLE
It's the circumference
To know the sphere
Just on a sheet of paper Shading
Becoming physically Creative
Family put down this little kid
I got to shine This light
With all my might
While I sit in silence and write Or type
Always down for a bank robbery
Just make sure it's real life
That's my type
If you come for me
it's probable cause
I know my rights
Waiting for the Big fish to bite
Luminaries
my visions are bright
Visionary
Copied the Dictionary
A for Aardvark
awkward is an awkward word To spell
I can tell Ya
a story
Of the days watching Maury
Or made for TV movies
Jerking off to girls gone wild Boobies
Late night television
Still waiting for the infamous smellovision
My Future stars will shine brighter
Shoot for the moon
Fall in the stars
The sky isn't the limit
Yall are
Be limitless
And your happiness
Will be endless
I90
Speeding and weaving
Tires spinning I'm leaving
Bose speakers bumping
20s-22s
Slow ride
we cruise
Troopers in the cut
It's a trap
Triple Black
In all my whips
With 2 car seats
Taking family trips
Like Mr West pushing miracle whips
Pharaohs in chariots
Pulling up with secretariats ancestry
Wishing that was me
Boujee as can be
Mellow as fellow
Ladies try to say hello
That's a no go
Bound by eternal love
Clapping at the doves
Light the smoke signal
Here comes the Fuzz
Truckers radios Buzz
Braker 1-9
Reaper was the call sign
The men I trained went to Afghan
An as a phoenix I will rise back again
Shooting flames out the tail pipe
Boston tunnels Yeah that's my type
Balancing on 2 wheels with the suicide shifter
Easy rider feeling like a drifter
Loud pipes save lives
When it comes to these kind of rides
Coast to coast travel
From Boston to Seattle
3000 plus miles
This is going to be awhile
So turn up your dials
Take in the sights and scenery
If you're in the front or back seat
Prepare for a lot of cornfields and wheat
This trip ain't no feat
The open road
Where you meet people who lick toads
With white walls
Passing waterfalls
Gray clouds forming
This can boring
Rain drops and puddle races on the windows
Looking at the leaves on trees to see the wind blow
Empty tank light came on
time for Food and gas
Pull into the pit stop
Gas up then go
Is there traffic..no
Pedal to the floor
Going 70 or more
Trying not to get another ticket
That late night drive can't hear the crickets
Bass hitting heavy
Making you feel it in your belly
Of the beast it's an emergency
Call the celly for urgency
No one got murdered by me
Maybe by the cacophony made by the orchestry
Of my harmonic symphony
This isn't a masterpiece
That you hear coming out your brand new lease
Gas or electric
What's your metric
For a trip that takes 2 days
By the end you're in a daze
Walking through a corn maze
Vehicle flipped in a blaze
I'm just glad you came out unscathed
PAY HOMAGE
To the veterans and hustlers of yesteryear
Get subliminal knowledge through the ear
Word of mouth is how our story is passed
If we stay the same it won't last
It's the same across America
The government is in fear of ya
This is to pass the torch to next generation
some dont support the foundation
Still spreading fear
Waiting for their lord and savior to appear
Remember the ones that came before
They ain't the the one that go door to door
They show you how
The only time to start is now
Know yourself and remember where you came from
Ain't no rest for the weary
Oh Lord I hope they hear me
Writing in this metaphorical dairy
Talking about future inquiry
Supplying me with irony Lyrically
Phonetical imagery orally
It's a hyperbole drastically
Changing to the core morally
I'll show you the door
If you can't keep up
Doom will fill the room
Till you're consumed
Swallowed whole
You're the mole
Who found the secret toll
Whom the bells rang
Metallica
What's the message of Gattaca
This is pre evolution
Of a genetic revolution
That's against the constitution
For everyone's freedoms and rights
These things tuck me in at night
To remember to pay homage for those who fight
(I know that's right)
About the Creator
SiAire
Father of two writing from my raw point of view
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