Perfectionist

They tell me I have this look in my eyes

That leaves people fearful inside.

“You must be kind!”

“Stop right now!”

I lick my lips and beg for danger.

Let me unleash what I have kept within!

You must obey my will.

Spoil me with all your love,

Shower me in your decadence.

Now I know that I’m a “perfectionist.”

I told her and she used it against me.

But have no fear,

I am always 10 chess moves ahead…

Just in case.

These are the cards that I’ve been dealt.

I’ve studied my hand and the rules of the game.

I promise you that I frighten myself too,

But wouldn’t you like to see me have fun?