Screaming at you on Valentine's Day
or close enough not to matter
When did they ever? Matter.
To Us. To You.
And here I am -- alone-- on the side of a road -- alone
The aged, weakened, worried
Mother
waiting alone. Even more alone than I.
Afraid
For me
Of me
Of Us
Of you
Alone, again I am here, alone
You responded
Did you?
If you did, the words were
as always
only words
Not enough, never enough
As though knowing that your
Silence
That bottomless, hollow, ineffable
Silence
was the the only appropriate concomitant
to what you were doing to me
to what you did to me
to what you had done to me
to what I
Allowed
every day
every hour
every year
for so long
even
then.
Only your ineluctable
Silence
could host such a Horror.
So
I bought a car
Alone
Without so much as in
put
without so much as ad
vice
from you
The
Husband
comfortably
ensconced with
The
Wife
two days
two lifetimes
Away, always away
on the smoky
side
of a mountain.
About the Creator
Stephanie D. Rogers
stephaniedrogers.com
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