Pause

I am feeling so overwhelmed.

I'm afraid that life is going by too fast and that I won't be ready for the new that lies ahead.

For the changes that are coming.

I'm afraid that I'm not soaking it all in right here, right now.

I don't have time to soak.

I barely have time to dip.

I'm afraid that I'm not preparing myself enough for what life is about to bring me.

I feel as though I am neglecting each one of those things that are all so dear to me.

I just need to hit pause.

Just let me catch up and then all will be well.

Just give me some extra hours, in just a single day, so I can catch up.

I'm not ready for what's ahead.

I really, truly, honestly am scared.