Pathetic

The grudges inside of me,

is hovering all over me.

I wanna let it free,

but it comes back to me.

Opening up my feelings,

just makes me feel pathetic.

Am I really a sin,

Or the devil herself.

I feel like I'm going down,

instead of getting forward.

I wanna get back my crown,

Letting go of the inside coward.

I'm the bad one, the one with all the sins,

Villianess of the story,

A weakling for the glory.

Who does hold a bad story.

Heart is heavy,

mind full of grudges.

Used to be so lovely,

Now 'm covered with deadly bruises.

Imma now create a movie,

casting myself as the MC(main character).

Let me get back to being groovy,

Letting go all of my worries.