So, what am i gonna do with the pain,
And what do i do with the screams,
When all that i see around me is black,
And i'm comin' apart at the seams,
I'm sick and i'm tired and angry as hell,
At the games i continue to play,
That lead me to ruin and make me feel sick,
Yet i can't get them outta my way,
Day in and day out, the same damn mistakes,
And feelings of being alone,
It's your fault or my fault cause someone's to blame,
For these heartaches that gnaw at my bones,
So i do what i do, day after day,
And i pray that somebody will see,
That i'm scared and i'm sick and i'm lonely as hell,
Cause it's a pain in the ass to be me.
About the Creator
qp Murphy
I am a sixty-six year old non-binary bisexual with three adult sons and five grandchildren. I am Retired, Self-Actualizing, I work in several media including Photography, Writing, & Poetry,
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