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Paid to Feel

A record of outsourced emotion

By Michelle Liew Tsui-LinPublished 7 months ago • 1 min read
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Feelings return to those who own them.

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They pay me to feel.Ā 

This is my work.Ā 

They hire me.Ā 

So they feel nothing.Ā 

I take what they avoid.Ā 

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They pay me.Ā 

I grieve at funerals.Ā 

I take on their denial.Ā 

Their stress is mine.Ā 

Assignment.Ā 

Remorse. Anger. Fear. Regret.Ā 

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But work ends.Ā 

My feelings do not.Ā 

They overlap.Ā 

Theirs and mine.

I cannot tell.

And I strain.

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No more real feelings.Ā 

No one feels either.Ā 

Not anymore.Ā 

I was hired to feel love.

I was hired to feel remorse.

Ā I don't know what to feel.

But they know again.

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Original story by Michelle Liiew Tsui-Lin. AI tags are oincidental.

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Michelle Liew Tsui-Lin

Hi, i am an English Language teacher cum freelance writer with a taste for pets, prose and poetry. When I'm not writing my heart out, I'm playing with my three dogs, Zorra, Cloudy and Snowball.

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