Paid to Feel
A record of outsourced emotion

Feelings return to those who own them.
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They pay me to feel.Ā
This is my work.Ā
They hire me.Ā
So they feel nothing.Ā
I take what they avoid.Ā
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They pay me.Ā
I grieve at funerals.Ā
I take on their denial.Ā
Their stress is mine.Ā
Assignment.Ā
Remorse. Anger. Fear. Regret.Ā
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But work ends.Ā
My feelings do not.Ā
They overlap.Ā
Theirs and mine.
I cannot tell.
And I strain.
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No more real feelings.Ā
No one feels either.Ā
Not anymore.Ā
I was hired to feel love.
I was hired to feel remorse.
Ā I don't know what to feel.
But they know again.
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Original story by Michelle Liiew Tsui-Lin. AI tags are oincidental.
For Vocal's What Comes Back Challenge.
About the Creator
Michelle Liew Tsui-Lin
Hi, i am an English Language teacher cum freelance writer with a taste for pets, prose and poetry. When I'm not writing my heart out, I'm playing with my three dogs, Zorra, Cloudy and Snowball.
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