Otherness
A dystopic vision of self deception.
There is a piece
of you
.
in me. Every time
You were there
to fan the flames.
.
Pick through ash.
.
Hands covered
moving pieces
of rubble, searching
.
for living parts
of the self,
.
when you burned
the flesh.
.
Shattered pieces
of what belonged
to us, to me.
.
I feel you inside.
.
I feel your absence.
I feel your self-focus.
I feel your lack of forgiveness.
I feel your lack of atonement.
.
I wonder, was this real?
This feeling of thereness.
I was never aware,
.
of the dreamscape I bought into,
dipped my years into
.
this belief, baptismal
.
water of my own
self absorption.
.
A part of you is me.
.
It will be this way now.
It will be this way tomorrow.
.
In some sense,
it was always so.
.
Because all moments
bleed into this moment,
.
time split
on the knife edge,
.
walking a borderline
between here and nowhere
halfway close to nothing
almost on the otherside
.
of tomorrow but right
before yesterday
and always out of reach
.
In some sense you were never
About the Creator
Poetry Landscapes
We are a poet influenced by Charles Bukowski, and Button poets such as Anis Mojgani, Neil Hilborn and Andrea Gibson. He follows the outlaw style and utilizes surrealist landscapes. Find more at https://poetrylandscapes.com
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