Open Letter

I try to be better

Predictable like the weather.

I know you know better.

I'm trying to get together.

I see storms in the weather.

Is it dark on the outside?

Is light looking out?

If me makes me different,

Why do I always feel left out?

If impossible is what I can do,

Why do people tell me I can't?

Extraordinary isn't intimidating.

It catches you unaware;

That's facts.

It's dark inside.

It's light out there.

Do I explore or be discovered?

That's my greatest fear.

I swallow my pride.

I feed my faith.

The Universe catches me

Before I face my fate.

One night,

An angel visit me

With white wings

Gold eyes,

Light daydreams.

Pushing life to the max.

Old life,

Take it all back.

I'm open for different.

Fuck fear.

I have no regrets.