OMG!
"What the Hell is Wrong with Me!!"
I don't get it!
How can it be?
What the hell is
wrong with me?
I worked on that "Challenge" every day!
And long through the night.
How could I not,
have gotten it right?
I checked my entry meticulously!
How in the hell,
did the first two words,
escape me?
I'm shell-shocked,
to say the least!
The ringing in my ears
will not cease!
I was sure when I hit submit
I had dotted all i's,
and crossed every t!
How in the hell did I post
to Myself incorrectly!
I mean who does that?
Starts a letter to themselves
addressed Hello self!
Not Hello Self!
As it should be!
Right from the start...
After working so hard
Did I just disqualify me?
I am shook to the core,
No option to edit!
I went ahead and did it!
What the hell
did I hit submit for!
The deadline to enter,
is hours away
I should have took a break
and cleared my head!
But no,
I submitted my entry
with a glaring error instead!
With no one to blame
the reality is stuck
right in my throat!
With the thought
of everyone seeing
that I wrote
a letter to My self
addressed incorrectly!
Is it self-sabotage
subconsciously!
That I myself
may have most certainly
been the one
who disqualified me!
About the Creator
Pamela Walsh-Holte
Retired social worker seaking to find my name among the "Chreators we are Loving", but alas it has not been so. Be still my heart, do not despair, your day may come...Until then I wait, anticipating some, be it ever so slight, recognition.
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