Numb

She smiles but it doesn't reach her eyes

she laughs but not whole heartedly

pretending is the only thing she seems to know no one can know she's hurting

no one can know she's depressed so she carries on through her day cracking jokes

making people smile because it fills the void of you

someone who once made her smile

someone who made her feel like she was important, she didn't know it would end like this

until one day she comes home and sees the love of her life in bed with her best friend,

the one person she told all her secrets, shared laughs with, shared Unforgettable memories. was lying there beside you,

in our bed, looking at you the way I used to look at you,

but now she feels nothing at all, numb towards the world,

she shuts her family and friends out,

puts her heart n soul into her work because its the only way she can keep her mind off of you

She's broken and she can't seem to find her prices in the dumbness