Noticed

Have you ever noticed these tears

As they left my eyes?

As they rolled down my cheeks

Onto your missing shoulder.

All I ever wanted was to be with someone I loved.

I’m tired of being left like a bruised apple on the tree

I want to let it go but I stay attached

I’m tired of this

Have you ever noticed the pain?

Being ripped apart like the broken family next door

I’m slowly slipping into insanity

My body starts to constrict itself

I find it hard to breathe (Don’t cry!)

Feeling like a third wheel

Always saying something wrong

It will always hurt and

She’ll never understand

I’lll continue losing you

Again, these tears fall

Again I think,

Will I ever find someone I really love? (Cries)

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I've had many ups and downs in my life. Most of them were when I needed someone to notice how I was feeling because I was always afraid to say what was wrong, especially in certain relationships where it was just me and myself basically.