Nothing

I feel low

but I'm high on pain and sorrow

Not knowing a place I can call home

Unbelievably...

I have never felt real love

I accept whatever makes me feel good enough

I slowly want to give up the air I breathe

I question if I'll be okay once I'm six ft deep

Wondering if I'll be more worthy once I'm deceased

I'm alive but I feel like I'm drowning in the deep sea

Praying for the day someone can hear and truly see me.