New cells

New cells they should smile when You are in a new place instead they are still processing what have you went through from past present and the now and the ongoing turmoil that you havent choose in your life and the ongoing rage that you havent choose in your life and the ongoing harm from all the narcissistic psychopathic and sociopathic tongues and their attacks during ghostly month it even gets more and more stuck for highly sensitive souls who process or need time to process things and people and all around who can not just feel but they truly live another human life which is enough to handle in additional baggage but where it all lead it leads to the entire hard work and healing it leads to discoveries of the unknown and entirely being in another kind of discovered spaces and worlds the pain arrives when you are confronted with some of the human land mind and you cant get out feeling forever stuck in their painful mind harmful mind anger mind often its too much at once so the only way is to be wiser even if things are unbearable over and over again even if people behaviour are unbearable even if you are constantly getting sick or in pain as of them keep on trying to make it through survive a day or two often the universe and phases of the moon are not making it any better but in the whole picture the moon still is trying to help the stars especially the good ones are always in the offer of a new hope new vision new health opportunities to take

practices that you no longer could stand and people are becoming diamonds again even if the only thing you just want is to take a rest from all the bad and even from all of them some people simply cant some people need work hard everyday not just for money this they can sometimes dream to do because whole the rest is making them to block in everywhere and the ongoing help they need provide to those who give the worsest harm

the cells can smile but they cannot be left undone through so many processes of digestive intake from all that the world is serving you each day each different moment but so many patterns are just the same and you often cant prolong the moments where your life is truly open because all these groups of harmful ones they need to put themselves on the piedestal even in your life and especially when you want to take a rest have time for recovery and to digest finding another hobby or another kind of way to just be able to process what you simply couldnt make but the dark side is they are not here to stop but always add more into this turmoil all these rollercoaster ways all these ghostly manneur its to drive you insane they provoke to make you entirely feel and live in pain and shame for what reason the life has brought you here dont even ask when you are in this wave of their attacks just try to go through it even if pain is making you entirely on delay with each plan and even when you finally want some fun in life rememeber this is not what you can do unless you really can be free and these moments in real life hardly do exist they are mostly with animals and friends you never had or never met just in the sleep dreaming of them or rememebring from previous life because somehow in this life it seems like torture and horror that humans do is not always easy to be removed from your body and mind and they love to suddenly attack from all sides

in such moments the only thing you can do is to decide i want to live i want to make it through from there you start the million thousand time practice at night or early morning while they are all asleep otherwise you will exhoust yourself if you keep on making it all through a day sure some days are better and more possible to make it all smooth but in a world where still there is nothing more than ongoing harm violence and abuse you can count on fingers days where you really could get a rest or the time was passing by as a sweet moment all these dark mind dark clouds and energy that is hard to get out from and clean it also take time to be just pure free so my cells are still going on from the bad to the best kind of mind body thoughts

A new day of kind of challenging war that you never wanted to be a part of .....