Negative Heart

I can't sing a beautiful song.

I can't write a nice letter

I can't act as a happy little girl

I can't make a car with a paper

A beautiful song carry my mind far away (from reality)

My mind goes crazy harsh voice try to break free

All I feel I can never say.

I can't draw a beautiful picture

Can' write a nice story or song

In time never find what is wrong

I don't feel like doing anything

All the clocks just tick tick tick

Though I know I love my heart

wanted to fall in love with my life

But all I find is lacking and duty

Maybe I'm blind can't find beauty

Heart feels finding beauty has become the first duty

I called it "puzzle maker " can you solve it?

Heart says all I know how to beat.

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