my mind is a warehouse
of remembered regrets
and forgotten dreams
of past mistakes
and forsaken ideals
where my wretched
is stored alongside
my frail and fractured
with my best and good
and wins and successes
the mind is a warehouse
a breeding ground
for visions
and revisions
mistakes and half missteps
where my most deplorable
thoughts, theories and ideals
live and breathe to fight
against my moral compass
where flickering lights
illuminate the dusty corners
and locked rooms, the rooms
that should never be opened
if the doors are ever unlocked
my darkness creeps and seeps
into my cracks and crevices
spreads throughout
infecting everywhere
still the need to open
the need to unleash
explore and work
through and against
where balance
where order
esteem and conscience
happiness and contentment
are possible
if my darkness, my blackness
my diseased poison
is devenomised
when the bright and bold
golden sunshine
warms me through
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Paul Stewart
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