My (toxic) traits

i say “i am over you” but i am lying

i say “no more tears” whilst i am crying

when it comes to getting my heart broken, i am the master

putting on a brave face, as i am a professional actor

i am the best at reading all of the signals wrong

paint my face pretending to be strong

constantly being tied and getting strung along

plenty of hugs, but never find myself in the arms of where i belong

i do not deserve a relation

because i self sabotage every situation

need the presence of another to feel like i exist

hundreds of frogs i have kissed

wanting a prince, but settle for way less

living in constant heartache and stress

but i am accepting my fate

realising these are my top best (toxic) traits