My Sins
Educated, calculated, urban driven so premeditated
My words speak on my needs. The yearning of compassion I seek. Yet contempt for complacency... idiocy, within my own thoughts, equal a higher equivalency of self doubt. and the need of mental assurities. why do I think this way? Educated, calculated, urban driven so premeditated... is how my thoughts formulate... but yet self destructive driven... crying tears of blood. Through the years and chapters I’ve livin’, Self sorrow hidden. Masked by strength and contempt of failure. The burden of weakness will never be an excuse. To proud to show a heart, not strong enough... to just let go... So I’m here pain filled deeply distraught... pushing through day by day as my demons tear my soul apart....at times glassy eyed, my windows empty... a metaphor for my light, that shines gently... But will it fade nahhhh, to suborn to give in... as I pray for the ones drawn to my dimmed essence.. not to be captivated by my sins!
Prolific Thoughts
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Prolific Thoughts
I consider my self to be a visually expressive creative able to paint a picture graphically and poetically. From life experiences of love, heart ache and the everyday understanding
Of how I think and move. I hope you enjoy….
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Priorities
Simple visions of fantasy’s or Glimpses of future reality’s. My minds racing. Starting to feel like a in-patient. my souls restless, impatience has me unconsciously visualizing the end game. As reality violently puts me in my place consistently. One thing after another repetitiously freezing my flow. Yet in still taking steps towards the goal. For every two and a half there’s a slap. And the sting shakes my soul. But the passion I have for my vision. Supersedes my karma that’s unforgiving. So here I stand, mentally equipped... yet an emotionally shattered man. My angels screaming stick to the plan. My Demons yelling supply and demand.. but yet realistically they both seem to be options I can’t foresee. Time to reassess my plan and reestablish my priorities.....
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