I remember being
on my knees praying
I seen the signs
But kept playing
Tell myself to pray
But I couldn’t accept the truth
So I question it all
why wouldn’t
I question u
if I was lying
that only means
I know the truth
So believe me when I say
I would have ate that fruit
Cause..
My minds been abused
And These words
have been miss herd
Fucked up and confused
Ive spent all this time
In my room
Trying to find
The real meaning
behind these words
I Choose to use
Now the sunny days fade
While cloudy days stay
Money caused pain
Since money is low
Its what I chase
But When I have it
I still feel broke
So I sabotage
our lines
before our rhymes
are even wrote
so I don’t know
a life with me
has to be
short and bleak
Because even
when I find someone
to put up with me
I still feel like
There’s something
Better awaiting me
And ultimately
I’ll end up alone
And that’s cold
But
this shit inside me
Hits different
why am I blinded
I feel the fire
burning inside
But slowly dying
I try to find a reason
to stay alive
As my brothers try
to help guide me
So I smile
but secretly I’m crying
Everyone’s left
and I don’t feel like trying
why fight?
Allergic to bullshit
As I watch the hands of time
I step off my path
&figure out
What’s my purpose now
As I sat on this couch
& Replayed those words
I’m proud of u
when u said it
It made a difference
I just wish I could have been
Something more
than these lines
I’ve written
So Before I hit the floor
& take my last breath
happily
I Think
Why’s this life so damaging
What’s the purpose of family
When all I’ve seen is tragedy
We live to die
I close my eyes
the last time
Just hoping I remember
What my mom looks like
My blue tune
Memories will fade
As the seasons do
I just hope
you never experience
The pain i do
So I don’t lie
today u reminisce
my existence
But when I was alive
you only created distance
love the ones u have
before it’s to late ....
We all make mistakes
But to forgive
is a test of
courage and faith
Either
walk away or stay
So....
I wrote this because
We all can relate
2 true heart ache
About the Creator
1am.lucid
im a new rapper /poet been threw alot just trying to helo as many peopme i can as i walk alone threw this world
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