My Own Black Hole

I’m crying from the darkness

Don’t leave me here Alone

I’m begging for you to see me

Why can’t you see me?

I’m screaming, “I love you!!”

But you don’t hear me

I yell “I just want your love and attention!!” But my words do not travel to your ears

Pleading “Please! Aren’t I important? We’re married! Why aren’t you hearing me?”

I’m mute to you

I see you talking to them, you’re happy, you have each other.

But I’m alone in the darkness

I just want to share my life with you

But you won’t take it

You just shun the darkness

It doesn’t exist to you

But it is very real to me

It consumes me

This darkness

Soon I will be gone

Swallowed whole

Lost forever within this cold, cruel chasim