My mission is not clear

My quest was not clear, so I was happy to complete it in a semi-used poem

I did not know that I was wasting my time until I started the poem from the beginning?

But I went looking for its secrets among the ruins, hoping to find its secret?

But in vain, darkness surrounded my heart and saddened me with sadness. Oh, how evil is he?

I said as I chose my work schedule, perhaps I would find what to do

Every time I tried to write a poem, I found that its letters were artificial

Woe to the words of new poetry, I no longer know what to do?

Even after my death approached, I wrote my will in blood. Will I find anyone who knows it?

Organizing my feelings has stripped me of my feelings and left me with false facts. Oh, how much I lie?

Oh, my memories, fast or do not fast. I decided today to expose his deception?

My quest was not clear after I completed it. I found my comfort among the words I composed?