My Love (and Hate) for Alcohol
A poem about my addiction, yet the bane of my existence.
You’re the fix that I cannot have,
and that lover who cherishes me.
I feel like I need you sometimes
because you make me feel free.
.
On countless occasions,
you’ve helped me forget.
The pain, the torment,
even the regret.
.
You made me say things that I shouldn’t, and
you even helped numb me.
I thought I felt good, but on the inside
I was in unbearable agony.
.
There were days returning from work,
when I could not wait.
I knew in a few sips that
You’d help my feelings abate.
.
I’ve hid you from my husband,
watered your existence down from friends,
the family doesn’t know, but
to this day we’ve yet to make amends.
.
Firsthand, I’ve seen you ruin marriages,
destroy happy lives, and be a tragic story’s ending.
Still, I want you despite the fact
You are completely tormenting.
.
When I don’t have you,
I want some kind of fix.
Cigarette, liquor,
any drink if it’s mixed.
.
You’re the mate who beats me,
yet I keep coming back to you.
I swear that I will be rid of you one day,
and it’ll be in some kind of coup.
.
Despite my yearning,
I love me more.
I’ve had enough of your existence,
you’re more than I can endure.
.
If you think you can control me,
then I’ve had the last laugh.
Because I know that in the end,
I’m on the right path.
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This poem was originally published on Medium and CrystalsWritingRoom.
About the Creator
Crystal A. Wolfe
Blogger | Creative Writer | Traveler | Full-Time RVer
You can find all of my articles on my blog as well on Medium where I'm most active in Humor, Lifestyle, and Travel. I've self-published one fantasy fiction with the sequel in the works.
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