My Lost Moments
My latest poem with loss and grief …
That day, I was a happy baby…
Before I was cursed…
I was more welcome until I’ve been cursed.
The curse took my life away!
For years-
I tried my best for everything-
to be the good girl
no flaws
no mistakes
no vulnerabilities
In reality-
the only I can be loved is -
to never show any flaw, or else-
I will be rejected, judged, and excluded.
I’ve been surrounded with betrayal, shame, bleak, hypocrisy, and loss.
When they said it’s okay to make mistakes-
but in reality- it makes me nobody…
Since my cursed broke my reputation, I am nothing but an outsider.
I will always be the cursed no matter where I go..
If I’m still existing, everyone will come after me.
No - They just need space that’s all…
Take their time…
they said…
But in reality -how long?
Are they still afraid of me?
Was that a temporary?
Nobody knows…
There is no answer- just silence…
I have no where to go.
I could just disappear forever.
No more judgement …
no more rejection…
no more excluded…
Just rest in peace forever…
About the Creator
Meghan LeVaughn
I'm Meghan. I’m 36. I always love to be creative and using my imagination since I was a little girl. I like stories & love to share my inspirations, journeys, etc.
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