My heart is a well

Sometimes I fear my heart is a well. Growing deeper with time, and without a rope I'll never reach the bottom or the top. I am suspended. Captured.

I need moments. I long to feel. Deeply. Irrevocably. I'll settle for nothing less than

Intrinsic connection

Filthy sarcasm

Spiritual inclusion

Breathtaking clarity

Organic symmetry and unsolicited compassion

Innapropriate humor and unwavering acceptance of unconventional experiences

I need a finger on the pulse, an eye on the pipeline and my heart on the table

Moments of damning vulnerability, unadulterated truth and unfathomable forgiveness

I've been broken, but not lost
I've been lost, but not forgotten
I've forgotten, but not lost hope. It burns, always burning
I've been hopeless, but not damned. Yet.

I am human

I am God

I am love

I am loathing

I am learning

I am more

I am enough