My Body

You make me feel worthless.

You ruined my chance to experience love.

I should never be afraid to be alone with a man.

I should never feel scared when a male is standing a little too close to me in a store.

I shouldn’t need to watch what I wear at home alone in my room while I sleep.

I shouldn’t ever be afraid to take a shower in my own home.

You made me feel like I was in the wrong.

Like I was doing something bad, when all along it was you in the wrong.

I can’t believe I let it go on as long as I did without telling anyone.

I should have never felt this way.

This should of never happen.

You’re the reason I can’t trust any male figure in my life.

But it's starting again and I don’t know what to do.

I wish you would leave me alone.