Mum

Don't believe when they tell you,

I never cared.

I desperately wanted to feel your hugs, to hear the pride in your voice

But it never came.

I worked hard to please you, in every waking moment to make it easy for you to love me.

The competition was way too great, I didn't stand a chance.

I saw how much a victim you also were trying to please the next in line.

These are the black sheep , the ones who feed the waiting desperate with lies. They know they'll absorb to stay in the circle. The scapegoats thrown to the wolves.

I do not care what the world thinks I am.

I do not care if the lies are believed.

My soul is true, my intentions are white. I stayed away to protect my truth, to love my family but my heart forgave. My love remained.

You can let go of the guilt, the pain and the heartache.

Victims are not to blame. My love is pure. x