The reality is that my rigidness
Is cause for most of my cracks
My unwillingness to bend
Until even living
Grows too much to bear
So I break
How many times will I
Try to connect the pieces
Before I become more flexible
Am I only doomed
To pour my contents over the flames
And mold myself anew.
To be left with a murky mess
And somehow call it existing.
The first time I shattered
I reached down
My fingers ran against the shards
Searching for the rose-colored pieces
But they were missing.
So instead, I collected
Pieces from others along the way
And connected them to the shell that remained.
And as it were their shiny parts
Stood out against the gray and dust-covered dirty parts.
Until I couldn’t recognize
What it was I had become.
If only I could return
The borrowed pieces
So as not to damage them
And grind what is left
Into a fine powder,
Sweep it into the sea
Scattered and forgotten
At the bottom of the ocean.
Would that give me peace?
And so it went
Until I could no longer stand
Looking at an unfamiliar reflection
So I broke once more
And laid all of myself before my eyes
Separating my parts from theirs.
I washed and scrubbed
The dirt and filth from my shards
Until they shone like the others
And even found some original ones
Along the way.
I sifted through the pieces
From my companions
And chose the ones that matched me best
And when I was ready
I kindled the fire once again.
About the Creator
Shannon Meyers
Shannon is a full-time freelance writer and indie author based out of San Diego, CA. From blog posts designed to stimulate the mind to captivating fantasy stories, her writing is diverse and crafted to be engaging and authentic.
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