the roads were slick after a midnight shower
all those surrounded had scattered into after hours
wait for roads better traveled
alone stumbles into a small crowd
invited into some place dry
only to to turn into a couple
both wait for better roads traveled
as the midnight shower continues
the couple talk about the selves
making sure everything is okay
get a perception of who they are in the down pour of the hour
as an hour turned to hours
one asked to walk to paradise
what a surprise of a question
where is that place
something that sounded unfamiliar
only to be regular
but the company was not
the surrounding surroundings feel new
not a single yawn was provoked
only to hear the sound of birds chirp
what an evening into morrow
only for roads better traveled
exposure of the shadow
that lingers to
the physical vessels
conjuring the darkness
that inhabits
all purpose
to see what is too seen
to feel frail and free,
encompassing
dare take the steep steps
or remain with
and without
each step in the direction
the shadow grows
larger, heavy linger
along with the dark
so long to those
cans and cannots
only exposing
holding one remotely
soon to detach what lingers
the strings are being pulled
only from the inside
does the flesh pull and tighten
this dismantling treachery
feels good to only me
but the ware is showing off
crippling to a point of decent
here in the dark is where i thrive
everything inside is rushing
i yearn to be crushed
viable to those with the softest eyes
that ask the genuine
as i continue in this venue of self
the more apparent this becomes
this is where
the flames ignited by fuel
fuel that burns and pulsates through the pores
it’s heating up and here i am
stuck in this single body i call home
my flesh burns leaving the scent
of my current past life
in the ashes ready to be blown in a million directions
a million directions simply trying to find home
an unfamiliar place with comforting emotions
i’ve been here before but i’m just not sure
unsteady with each passing step i’m scared i might lose my breath
nothing remotely reassuring
that’s fine by me
discomfort is my compass
leading me to where i need to be
the open road ahead
steady shoulders with my head held high
as if everything parted
just so i can pass on by
the feeling of feelings
combing me with the most gentle caress
there i stand with my mind open and skin suit displayed
treading on with the throttle at capacity
i travel leaving the city heading for the sea
there is where everything comes together
the most elegant shower of beauty
it’s the color of death that brings the most life
the most endearing and the most combative
when the day starts
the sky relinquishing the color of the ocean
the sky
the ocean
vast and plenty in between
devastatingly beautiful tragedy what is seen upon
walking alone along the shoreline or looking beyond the skyscrapers
fluid and constrained,
does this pain ever cease or to live another day?
disdained with this pain
but the bleues remain true
slight glimmer of hope
seeing the world from God’s point of view
still i breath
but the toe tag already had my name
what a shame to see it all
and not being able to change what is done
trembling with the ice all around me
a cold body that breaths
swiftly floating over all the moments of my life
but i can’t control the pace
some moments grand and others tragic
i want to stay in the grander moments
but i have no control here
all i can do is see and feel
there is no noise here
just a passing energy taking me
there is were it all collides,
time and matter and space
a painful remineralisation
the body stiffly cold
emerging in the other side of the plane
the toe tag already has my name
About the Creator
Nancy Marquez
I like to express myself using the power of words. I want to evoke and provoke emotions through something relatable in the dark urges we all have. Very open to criticism and any type of love in this community.
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