Missing you

I wish I could take it all back

I sit in this room talking to walls

Wishing it was you I was talking too

I said somethings I regret

I wish you would forgive and forget

You say you do

But your actions say that you don’t

That’s not how life works

That’s not how this love will ever work again

I ran away from a good thing

To the arms of a devil who hated me

You say I should have said something

But the last I heard you hated me

Now I’m alone, with scars

And no one to help me heal

I’m sorry I hurt you, I’m sorry I threw our love away

But now that I see you, I can’t stop crying

These tears are all around me,

drowning me in a pool I can’t escape.

They won’t stop flowing.

I miss you so deeply

Why can’t you save me?

Why won’t you save me?

I know and you know

I broke us forever

Please just forgive me

But

I’m left to talk to the walls in this room

Forever

Missing you