missing you

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I thought everything was good. When she walked out the house this morning, I thought everything was all good. Had not even the slightest idea that that would be the last time I will see my baby. My sweet love. After she left my house this morning, she ran a red light and got hit head on by a truck. Gone instantly, just like that. We all rushed to the hospital the second we heard the news. But of course, we all were too late. I can’t even process this. I don’t know how to. it just doesn't seem real.