missing you

2.

A couple days went by. It was finally time for my love’s funeral. I had tried to prepare myself for this these past few days. I thought I’d be ready. The hard truth was that I wasn’t ready for this. I tried to hold back tears the whole funeral service. But everyone’s words are so moving. I couldn't help but let it all flow. When it was time to go up and view her, I thought I was prepared. But I couldn’t even believe it. My preparations weren't enough. I refuse to believe that is her laying right there.