mind full
when I’ve got million stories saved in drafts and no time or focus to finish any of them
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chaos
in my head
in my mind
they told me my dad is gone.
chaos in my mind
I don’t know
if I know
he’s not coming back
it feels like that
but then it does not.
chaos in my life
chaos at my home
I never feel alone.
marriage
career
family
and friends.
am I even there?
I’m not giving up
I don’t think I am
but I’m not fighting either
so where do I stand?
fast paced life
routine
to do lists
errands
bills
goals unfulfilled.
I don’t have time
we don’t have money
there’s an excuse for everything
honey.
my life is chaos
my dreams are gone
I feel stuck
I am stuck
so where is that girl?
I think she’s gone.
About the Creator
Martyna Dearing
Martyna Dearing joined vocal right after COVID started in April 2020. Since then she got a few Top Stories, republished her book "Green Card Marriage", and is about to release another one titled "Loved, Death, and In Between".
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