They never took time to rely on me
Call on me, depend on me
Though I never took the time, the decency to know that this one man band was anything more than an atrocity, the clear epitome of never stopping to think.
I should have been more than I ought to be, could be, would ever be
But they never took the pain from me
Away from me, instead they insult me
I never took the audacity to take the epiphany that this two-part sculpture framework caught in a rabbit's hole seriously
They said I could never possibly ever amount to anything
So they tear inside of me
break me, hate me
I guess they'll never understand the malady of knowing half my life isn't worth illuminating so they incriminate me
I'll only ever get to be me, the half-cracked shell of a two-bit father smelted from the irony
that I was simply never meant to be.