Me Inside Me

ok maybe i should just keep g

i was really the one battling insecurities

never finding satisfaction in myself

couldn’t even imagine how it would be being completely pleased

with what i was faced with in the mirror

i got scars from the pain and pleasure of hurting

even when i was reminded of my worth i couldn’t see it behind the curtain

the curtain of loneliness and being left with out no explanation

damn dad i wasn’t even good enough to get an explanation?

it’s ok i’m still waiting

the last time i felt real self love is when i was told i was able to

i was taught without others validation , i will fail in everything i do