maybe i am crazy
What if the things he said about me are true?
I begged you
To take me out
A real date.
Opening my car door
Telling me I look beautiful
Asking about my day
I didn't ask
For fowers
For a fancy dinner
For you to bend over backwards
I just asked to be
Desired
Take care of
My basic human needs
Met
There was no plan
No "I'll pick you up at 8"
You did this
To get me to shut up
Not because you
Wanted to spend time with me
Clothed
Or hear the words that I had to say
The truth is you don't care
How my day was
You care that
There's a good looking
Piece of ass
On your arm
You can have when you want
No matter how you treat it
And when she finally left you
You agreed
To put on some khakis
And take the crazy bitch out
So you could appease her
For a while
But that wasn't enough for her
God-
What more does she want
The meal was 200 dollars
And she wants me to
Listen to her
Validate her feelings
Talk to her the next day
In a week
When you're bored
And horny
You will swear
To change
Once more.
The stupid
Selfish
Crazy
Bitch
You will want back.
Maybe I am crazy
Because I know I will come back.
About the Creator
Joann Claude
“I'm not sure why
I have the inexplainable urge
To tell everyone I come in contact with
That I'm dying”
-a million thoughts all at once after a brief interaction with a customer at work
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A telegram to Little Me
I acquired a magical souvenir; it was a realisation. By taking an impulsive trip to Thailand, I awarded myself the chance to have it. You are our own gift shop. You choose the opening times, you choose the stock. They are the very nature of wisdom, realisations. One could say we collect them and form a magnificent portfolio entitled Experience. And that's why we do the majority of things we do. But travelling is the act most generous in the offering of experience, the gift shop with the best stock. We go on the hunt for experiences, daring ourselves to be stimulated in new ways, by new flavours. To sweat, swim or shiver in the waters of new challenges. To hear new sounds, learn novel outlooks, and relish as hinges creak with unknown doors opening in our hearts and minds. This realisation and the flourishing effect it had upon me made Thailand my best trip yet. All this realisation consisted of was merely a stripped back epiphany of why we do these things. See new places, take new risks, seek refreshing distractions from all that we're tired of being familiar with.
By Konrad Kramp4 days ago in Wander
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