Trying to silence my head
I take a sip of something I don't want
maybe I can drown them out
I grab my pen
hysterically, I begin to write them down
maybe they will leave my head
I listen to loud noises
to try and block them out
maybe silence will come
I try to fill my imagination
with someone else's thoughts
maybe they will inspire happy ones
I close my eyes as I lay in bed
begging myself to make it stop
maybe the darkness will help
But I finish it
and it's all still there
maybe another drink will help
So I go for the next
About the Creator
Esme Alvarez
I started writing as a way of getting things off my chest or head. It makes me feel a little less crazy. To those that are living in fear due to mental illness: you are strong, you are a warrior and you are not alone.
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