Loving Me

It takes darkness to see the stars. When I get lost and can't see through the pain

All I want to do is scream your name

I feel so numb

Why am I so dumb?

The word I said in my head

Over and over again

It’s so hard to love yourself

When you can't be loved by anyone else

I never meant to take it this far

I just needed to feel and now here we are

I'm slipping away I can't swim through all my own pain

I close my eyes I feel so ashamed

Breath in one last breath sink further into the abyss

Drowning now I can't hear my words I can't feel all the hurt

All these words in my head

All the things I've never said

All this pain that I hide

Pulls me down under the tide

My story never spoken

I will always be a little broken

I face the truth in my eyes

But all I tell are lies

I have scars on my heart

I feel so torn apart

No one even knows

All the pain shows

In the dark when I'm alone