Love poem 002

you broke my heart/you devastated the biggest vessel/trembling vessels that were imploding/my trembling, weak heart has imploded like a dead star

Dead star/pathetic weeping inside a red hot branch/why does someone feel they can stretch their limbs into my throat and tinker around and fuck around deeper and deeper past my organs and glands just to squeeze my heart

So tight, tighter, tightest

Gravity going down on my body like a half-assed fellatio

So daring and new and fake

I'm rebirthed. Reborn. Drawf stars. New works. Worlds of strange love and life

Dare to kill off the sweetness that you gave to me as leftovers that were about

To spoil?

Dare to feign innocence when your calculated silence only served as a punishment toward me for your lost ego?

Dare to say one pain is worse than the other, dare to say one struggle is more important than another?

I struggle like the Blue Fairy trying to teach the insolent boy how to use his innate humanity

With morality and love

He believed he was fake, not a real boy

But he was always real, he told himself a lie

The real tragedy of love lies in the past of our passionate mistakes

The things we intentionally missed in order to be happy

The beautiful red flags that looked like a blazing trail of real, truly real, truly sweet

Truly gorgeous

Truly magical

Lo——

Fuck it. I ain't no good at writing love poems no more.