Love Never

Love never noticed me

I am not in anyones blink

My heart decided to stop beating because being beaten was all men ever taught it.

Men keep wanting me to play nurse, maid, cook, babysitter and maker for free while holding my standards to a low degree

Society expects me to find a man who will hire me until like a job he is done with my years and only misses my ignorance and like a job will fire me

Don't cry

Don't show tears

That is exactly what monsters want

Crave

Wait for

While their thirsty expectations

And Dry-as-dates personality

Wait for you while they sip on black coffee

which is the same color as their soul

Men keep blaming women for divorce but never the men for matching her eyes with his soul

Men say women have daddy issues while many of them want a version of mommy they can sleep with.

Heart hides behind the ribcage.

Tired

Stressed

Of the lies

Of the original fairy tales

Watching each date like a horror movie

Each walk to the car feels like an unlit basement

Dark, a chance you won't come back up, and monsters show themselves on your way down.

Men now call me crazy because my heart attacks anything it sees in harms way

Love never noticed me

Men with gaslighting claws and love bombing howls see me from the car

Love never

Blink