Lost Love

I remember when his deep blue eyes used to meet mine

And I would get lost in them.

Now our eyes never meet and if they do,

It is only for a spilt second.

I remember when I used to laugh at his jokes

Until I could barely breathe.

Now I smile, a bittersweet smile, just at the thought of them.

I remember when I loved being next to him.

Now, seeing him walk away, saddens me at the thought.

I remember when he used to have so much fun together.

Now I am the only one that wants that back

Because he has moved on.

I remember everything.

He knows nothing.

The inside jokes, handshakes, laughs,

Pain, embarrassment, friends,

Silence, memories, smiles, awkwardness.

It means nothing, nothing anymore.

I remember when I said goodbye.

Now nothing has changed and it must be for the better.