Lost and Confused

I feel like I am Dying! My heart is so broken, every breath a little less than the last, But if this is the end than let me die because I can't cope with all this shit inside my mind. Maybe I am Crazy, Maybe I should have taken a few more pills the first time maybe than i would not feel this pain, feel my grip slipping me into insanity. I know it sounds crazy to love one person like i do but you turned my gray sky to blue, you make me smile, you make me laugh. Guess you could say i fell hard like a fool in a pile of glass. I pray we can fix this I don't know how i'd do if i couldn't trace you skin with my finger tips or see those pretty blues before i go to sleep. I don't want another to touch your skin the way i have, shit that thought scares me. I guess I'm lost and confused.