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Losing control

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By Anna Published 3 years ago • 1 min read
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In the silence

where screams are made

I stand

With knife in my hand...

In the next moment

I stab...

And it's weird,

because I don't feel any joy

It's not satisfying

I cannot enjoy

What I'm doing

My thoughts slowly

overcome my whole body

I can't control them anymore

I don't even want to

Honestly...

I surrender

Let my inner devil win

I'm waiting for the sin

With an evil smile on my face

I lost the battle

Against the sinner

Inside me.

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