Losing

Dear winning,

losing you,

Losing me, losing every single thing I put my heart into,

I feel like a loser

My name is now closer to Losee.

I lost my best friend

I lost because I was trying to win it all

I lost to try and be happy

I lost it trying to be sappy,

That’s all I am

A loser, loser, loser

And I wonder if winning anything

Would actually be a good thing

Or make me feel more sad,

More lonely,

Like to love alone,

To shine alone,

It’s not even close to anything

Because I lost you, Angel dove,

And it’s all my fault, because

I lose things so often.

Love, this loser