Life's Pain
Snipets from my life as a Bi woman
Unspoken things falling useless, worthless, and broken;
Never thought to say goodbye,
I knew one day I would, even had ideas
Assumed time would flow by;
Slow, steady, and I would have the time to create
Some way to present the perfect send off
But wait….
It’s all over.
I have no more time I feel empty, cold, broken,
Should have done more;
Could I have done more? I just don’t know where to go, lost, where am I;
Sitting on the floor.
I wait; hope things come to me
Take action, seize the day, shine the light, smile behind the blood mask;
I plead for Time to change my fate;
Cruelly laughs in my face
Mocking my pain, sending more my way, earning more stripes.
Don’t know how I go on,
Why do I press on; the mundane drudge, the knuckle drag, the sludge dwelling,
How do I maintain; I press along
Many a flaw, many a plan,
Just to be tossed aside with a wave
Of a hand.
Bright lights, end of tunnels,
Sky pie dreams, picket fences, baby wiles;
Fairy tales every one. Bundles, piles
Of my pain, my sorrow, my heartache, my soul, my life source
Are tied with barbed wire, chains, and nine tails
On my back and my heart.
Give of myself till I have no more and then get up tomorrow to replay again.
About the Creator
Laura Carlozzi
Budding writer looking for a good home platform. Hi!
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