I stare across a crowded room over at the beautiful sky
Hopefully I will find an answer to the puzzle of life and the big question why?
Why do we suffer so while others seem to make the world a breeze?
Can someone please tell me so I can put my mind at ease?
To look at the world today with colored euphoria illusions;
Would only bring me temporary comfort with sadness and confusion;
To really see the truth; that is to what I understand;
Is that no one owes me anything,
I only need for just one hand;
To help me along my journey of life;
Give me love instead of strife;
Oh precious God rewrite my story of my path;
I need victory in the struggles overcoming my past.
I felt like the earth had stood still after the devastating news;
My doctor's report was anything but cheering because he sent me home with the blues;
My heart skipped a beat as I now looking at his mouth seeing his lips moving but there was no sound;
I began to reminisce earlier of the beautiful sky;
Suddenly nothing about my past seemed to matter, my life was passing me by:
I need a Will, life insurance, to make arrangements for a procedure far too many have had to face;
My head and heart are beating at an alarming race;
Oh Lord, Dear Lord, why me? I asked, so many times I supported others:
Let this nightmare end I just want to go home cry and hide under the covers;
I began to humble myself to fight as others have before me;
Telling myself I can get through this and I will have Victory!
About the Creator
Sonja Edwards
I am 56 years old. l love God poetry, stories, creating, designing, art, and I have an online store called God's Flourishings No.1.
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