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Life in the Eye of the Storm

Rebuliding in the aftermath

By K.B. Silver Published 8 months ago 1 min read
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If I’d smiled more and spoken less

maybe things would’ve turned out different

ᵎ!ᵎ⋆.˚⛈˚.⋆ᵎ!ᵎ

I never could staunch

the acrid flow of tears and

wretched surge of bile

nor anchor myself

during bouts of sunny weather

instead, sleeping in an

unmade bed of sorrows

ᵎ!ᵎ⋆.˚⛈˚.⋆ᵎ!ᵎ

I preferred to believe

I’d awake from a dream state

allowing my mind to escape

the scene of devastation

I jumped the gun

came out to rebuild

in the eye of the storm

progress washed away

when the winds returned

ᵎ!ᵎ⋆.˚⛈˚.⋆ᵎ!ᵎ

elephants rolling by on balls of circus mice

ᵎ!ᵎ⋆.˚⛈˚.⋆ᵎ!ᵎ

I stopped trying to fix

the parts of me that were

never broken

no false visions overtake me

only recollections of a bygone day

invading memories that never go away

Irrespective of time or

how much I pray

ᵎ!ᵎ⋆.˚⛈˚.⋆ᵎ!ᵎ

I may be a statistical anomaly

prone to more than my share of

despair and folly

never have I been tried by

anything uncommon

but the same evils of

this scurrilous world

K.B. Silver

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K.B. Silver

K.B. Silver has poems published in magazine Wishbone Words, and lit journals: Sheepshead Review, New Note Poetry, Twisted Vine, Avant Appa[achia, Plants and Poetry, recordings in Stanza Cannon, and pieces in Wingless Dreamer anthologies.

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    Written by K.B. Silver