Let It Happen

Alarm that ring once again.....

Scars in heart that never mend.

Hand that never held.

Promise that never kept.

I always running.

But i begin to notice, did i run from something ?

Or did i chase something ?

Stare into my coffee that i only drink, but never savour.

Stare into the sky that i only admire, but never to learn.

"Did it pay off ?"

"Did you finally get it ?"

"Did you....finally happy ?"

Until i realise , am sitting alone in the park. A ray of sunshine captivated into the tree.

A bird were making a verse of melody.

I should be at work.

But i choose to be here.

I wonder if they will fired me.

I wonder if am resting or abandoning my obligation.

This is nice.

Yes, this is nicer than work.

I hope am resting now.

I always want to.

How peaceful it is, to see a duck sunbathing, to see a cat chasing around a leaf, to see people are happy, to see children are happy, to see..

I always ignoring it.

I was always blind from the start.

Or just this world that make me blind ?

But now i'm begin to see.

As i stand up, a beginning to a whole new person.

To not worry.

To savour.

To see.

To be happy.

I begin to fall or did i fly ?

Oh...i will just let it happen.